Acts 2:42-47

All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord’s Supper, and to prayer. A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together in one place and shared everything they had. They sold their property and possessions and shared the money with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord’s Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity— all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their fellowship those who were being saved.”

What gives you a deep sense of awe? Perhaps the perfect sunset, or the crashing ocean waves. Those things that inspire awe are the ones which appear untouched by the mess of the cursed world. And here in the early church we see something so beautiful and profound and it cultivated that same depth of wonder: community.

We try to experience community in a variety of ways.  Potlucks, prayer meetings, and even intentional shared living spaces. While certainly many a casserole dish has been praised on a Sunday night, I don’t think that quite registers on the “awe” scale. And sadly, many shared housing situations do not go well for long. So what went so right for the early church? Simple: they were operating in a specific move of the Holy Spirit.

Some have become so disillusioned by divisions and conflict within the church that they have decided that the early church was a one-shot deal. Sure, the Holy Spirit was moving then, but now we’re in some type of dead zone. Jesus is still on the throne, but the Spirit has gone silent.

Ephesians 1:14 says, “The Spirit is God’s guarantee that he will give us the inheritance he promised and that he has purchased us to be his own people. He did this so we would praise and glorify him.” If God’s Spirit is not withheld, then there is always room for him to move. The harder we try in our own strength, the more we will fail. Embracing true humility and in every way devoting ourselves to prayer, teaching, and the miracles of God is the only path to re-living the community life of the early church.

Acts 2:1-13

Take a moment to read Acts 2:1-13 before reading the devotional below.

Acts 2 is such an amazing chapter in the Bible that we will spend three days working our way through it. Today we’ll focus on the first thirteen verses, in which the Holy Spirit arrives in dramatic fashion. As we engage with each passage daily, continue to ask yourself, “In what ways do God’s words in the Bible equip me for mental health and emotional freedom?”

Recall from yesterday’s post that the disciples and many of Jesus’ followers were holed up in a room in Jerusalem waiting for God’s signal. And in case you have ever worried that you are going to miss the sign from God you are waiting for, check out the Holy Spirit’s entrance here. Just as everyone who was visited by an angel in the Bible is pretty much freaked out, those in the room are quite confused by the sudden indoor windstorm. It might sound cool to us now, but read the story and you’ll see that the initial response was mass confusion and chaos. People come running, they can’t believe that they are hearing about the works of God in every language represented. Many are amazed, but some in the crowd of people who rushed towards the commotion have their doubts. And thus the supernatural visitation of the Holy Spirit is reduced to accusations of drunkenness.

If we exist as mere spectators drawn to an exciting scene, then we will miss him entirely. Supernatural encounters only make sense to those who want them. Looking for earthly explanations will always result in seemingly reasonable, but faulty, answers. You may believe in Jesus, but the Holy Spirit might just freak you out a bit. How safe do you feel in your rational mind? The more security we have in our intellect and rationality, the less likely we will recognize the Holy Spirit when he shows up. But when we have faith in the supernatural realm and seek the Spirit, our minds will expand to all that is really going on around us. And that is the place of true freedom.

Acts 1

Take a moment to read the entire chapter of Acts 1 before reading the devotional below.

Today we begin our series through the book of Acts. The author, Luke, wrote both the book of Luke and Acts, with the end of the book of Luke and the beginning of Acts both containing the story of Jesus’ return to heaven. We continue on to find out what happened to the disciples after Jesus left them to begin the church.

Jesus’ first instruction for their task of spreading the good news of his resurrection is to go hang out in a room and do nothing. As a driven, type-A person, I really do dislike how often the Bible encourages waiting. And yet here we sit with the disciples, waiting in a room in Jerusalem for the promised Holy Spirit.

In the meantime, they are working to come to terms with the complete betrayal of Jesus on the part of Judas, who has since committed suicide. It’s an ugly and gruesome start, that’s for sure. So they’re down one person, and they have to find a replacement on the team. “When in doubt, flip a coin” is the lesson at the end of this chapter. Yes, that’s right, the early church was founded on a divinely ordained coin toss.

You know you’ve been called to giant mission and have no idea what to do first? Just wait in a room with a bunch of people who are going to do it with you and let the Holy Spirit show up when he’s ready. Not sure how to decide between two great options? Pray and flip that coin. There is so little God actually wants us to wrack our brains to try to figure out. He’s leading you, one step at a time. Most likely it’s a lot slower than you’d expect. When you have eternity in mind, time isn’t really of the essence.

Philippians 2:14-15

Do everything without complaining and arguing, so that no one can criticize you. Live clean, innocent lives as children of God, shining like bright lights in a world full of crooked and perverse people.”

Verse 14 may be the Bible verse I quote the most when talking to my children. It flows right off the tongue… “Do everything without complaining or arguing!” Isn’t it convenient how we often use the Bible as a defense mechanism designed to make others suit our own purposes? The Bible is great for correction, but maybe there should be a rule that you can only quote verses to others that you have fully mastered yourself. But I digress…

Turning the mirror back on myself, I want to soak in all the wisdom these verses have to offer me. At our church, we often say, “Everything means everything…” so in these verses I can’t turn the “everything” into “some things.” Do everything without complaining or arguing. Why? So that no one can criticize you. Wow. Imagine living a life in which no one can think of anything bad to say. That is the Spirit-led life.

Notice the contrast described in verse 15: innocent, bright-shining examples versus crooked and perverse people. My heart breaks that this is so far from the current state of the American church. Christians, instead of being known as examples of excellence and love, are often known for forcing their morals down other people’s throats. Is that really how we want to play this? Using the Bible and Jesus like I started off this post, bashing other people for stuff we aren’t so great at?

To humbly accept the path laid out for us and in doing so shining a light so bright the world notices. As a body. Not just me, all by myself, but all of us together. Sit with him today and let him remove the chains that trap you in complaints, arguing and pushing others to do things you yourself still fail at. Perhaps it is in that place that we can begin to understand freedom and become bringers of peace.

Day 5 – 21 Days to Freedom

Galatians 5:11-12 (NLT)

Brothers and sisters, if I am still preaching circumcision, why am I still being persecuted? In that case the offense of the cross has been abolished. As for those agitators, I wish they would go the whole way and emasculate themselves!”

Sometimes the Bible is inappropriate. Imagine sitting in church and the pastor says, “If you think that circumcision gets you closer to God, you should go all the way and chop your penis right off!” Oh yes, Paul did just say that. And you might be wondering how we got on this subject in the first place. Weren’t we on a nice track talking about emotional freedom and the Holy Spirit?

We’re still on track, and the message behind all the penis talk is simple: Go all in or don’t bother trying. As we see from verse 11, Paul and the other leaders of the early church were risking their lives on a daily basis. You don’t get much more “all in” than that kind of dedication. Paul gets frustrated with their petty and foolish thinking about rituals in order to get right with God. He challenges them on their hearts — if you really believed that circumcision was getting you closer to God then why wouldn’t you at least be wholehearted about it?

Here’s your freedom for today: emotional and spiritual freedom is found in living by the Spirit, not by doing a bunch of earthly steps to “prove” your devotion. Anything you do out of pure conviction from the Spirit will be wholehearted. And it is when our hearts are whole that we find true freedom. What are you going after with your whole heart today?